The thing that I have noticed is that things happen for no reason or have a reason. It is kinda like creating something new and something good or bad happens. When you create something, you tend to have a idea of what the results are going to be, but sometimes that does not happen. You see a different out come and you like or don't. In my case, it happened to be a unlikeable thing and I wish could have changed the outcome before the bad outcome come to be.
The thing is with relationships with anything really, you just have take your time and if the other half, does not want to wait or change then why stay. You can change how things come out, but sometimes it is too late or something else has happened. With me, this relationship from the start was good until the other person changed how they felt and that continued and got stronger for them. For me, nothing changed except I had to be more talkive than I am and good with flow for the time being. Of course that did not suit the other person and decided to change how things went. They did not understand why I did certain things and that I was not a talkive person, if even I do know that person or people. It takes a lot for me to open up to a person unless there is a speical connection and in this there was only parts of it. I did not open up as they wanted and so things happen over the few months.
Well, Now I have to change for a person or people and I will not do that unless it is needed. I have bagage and grow up with a very strict father and he just got stricter and more controling. My childhood to adulthood was not the greatest and now I am paying for it. I am changing myself and taking control as I need to. It is hard and going to be harder as I get out of the bad relationship I have with my father and sometimes my mom for not leaving him sooner. Change is good and bad and for now good.